Heavy

It starts at my feet.

And it rises slow and heavy all around me.

It consumes.

It envelopes me.

It makes it hard to breathe.

Impossible to see.

And moving is entirely out of the question.

My insides battle.

I had felt so right.

I was good.

I want to push through.

Not just move, but fly.

My mind soars.

Lifted by dreams.

Carried by tomorrows.

As soon as my heart tries to follow.

The heaviness moves in.

Pulling me down.

Holding me back.

Cementing me to the ground.

It all comes back to my feet. 

postgrab: parachutediaries

do them. period.

 i am so happy to say that my long overdue
room makeover has started today.
it's now or never!

it's about time i get rid of all the unpleasant sights
 i have endured for so long.
 i have been wanting to get this done for years

and now it's finally going to happen. i can't wait. 

hopefully, this would motivate me to start 

doing furniture makeovers. 

i don't know if this will transpire into a small business but it's a start.

and my first project is my room. 

here are a few styling inspirations for your bedroom♥

go dark

you can't go wrong with black. 

one must own at least one black dress, a jacket, and rockin shoes.

the braid front hairstyle is the newest trend.

love the details

 take me back to The Paradise (tv series)

i love the details, the styling, and most of all

the victorian feel of these fabulous homes.

note to self

 

if i don't,

i will probably end up sick real soon.

i am stressing about so many things.

but don't we all?

the question is, 

how do i destress?  

every girl needs a crown

Come home

 

Hello world, hope you're listening 

Forgive me if I’m young or speaking out of turn 

 But there’s someone I've been missing  

And I think that they could be the better half of me

They’re in the wrong place tryin' to make it right  
But I'm tired of justifying
 
So I say to you
come home, come home
  'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long  
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me  
And the fight for you is all I've ever known  
So come home

I get lost in the beauty of everything I see  
The world ain’t half as bad as they paint it to be  
If all the sons and all the daughters stop to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now, yeah Or maybe I'm just dreaming out loud

But until then
 come home, come home  
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long  
And right now there's a war between the vanities  
But all I see is you and me
And the fight for you is all I've ever known, ever known  
So come home, ooh

Everything I can’t be is everything you should be  
And that’s why I need you here  
Everything I can’t be is everything you should be  
And that’s why I need you here
 
So hear this now, come home, come home  
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities  
But all I see is you and me  
And the fight for you is all I've ever known, ever known  
So come home, 
come home

Free spirit

I like to be a free spirit. Some don't like that, but that's the way I am. - Princess Di

The day before

I like

the memories

because they remind me

i haven't always been

this girl,

constantly

mad or scared

or confused.

I don't like

the memories

because the tears 

come easily,

and once again 

 i break my promise

to myself for this day.

It's a constant battle.

A war between

remembering and forgetting.

My Immortal

I have always loved this song.

such good lyrics and melody.

rewiring

"the brain is constantly

rewiring itself

based on daily life.
in the end,

what we pay the most attention to

defines us.

how you choose to spend

the irreplaceable hours of your life

literally transforms you."

~~ diane ackerman ~~

starting over

start again

Don't think, RUN!!! 

wild thing

keep running

You

i does not exist, nor you.

i love her

i love

imperfections are nothing

absence

i haven't blogged for quite a long while. i lost interest because a lot was going on with my personal life. And even when i do try sometimes, i feel as if i am no longer inspired and motivated to write anything about myself - what i like, hate and such. I felt bored. What i need is a huge change. maybe something that will make me alive again. something that will truly inspire me big time. but at the moment, i have lost the desire to visit this blog.

pointed toe is back

ashley from revenge

vintage-modern dress

heidi merrick

heidimerrick.com

jcrew

jcrew.com

my girls

Happy New Year!

for now

Merry Christmas Everyone!

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