waiting for forever

Dear Emma,

Those two words “Dear Emma” take me away to another time when we used to write to each other after Mom and Dad died. I used to tell you about my new friends and my new life. And you used to tell me about the grand time my mom and dad were having in heaven.Truth is nothing. What you believe to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever. Forever. The reason it has taken me so long to write to you is that I see that I have been a fool. I’ve spent my life fooling myself.Every letter I’ve ever written to you has been a love letter. How could they have been anything else? I can see now that all of them except this one were bad love letters. Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing. This, I’m pleased to announce is my first good love letter to you because there is nothing more for you to do. You’ve already done everything. I have enough of you in my head to last forever. So please don’t ever worry about me. I’m peachy. I really am. I have everything.If I had one wish it would be that your life brings you a taste of the happiness you have brought to me. That you can feel what it’s like to love.

Your friend forever,
Will

as of late

so what's keeping me from blogging? bitTorrent. ever since i learned how to use it, i have been downloading like crazy. ok not really. just movies i really like that i wasn't able to see in theaters. can you blame me? i don't want to spend money on pirated dvd's and it is absolutely cheaper because it's free.  i don't feel guilty at all that i am one of those who uses this free software. it is not my fault that our technology is evolving. the "smart ones" just have to find some other ways to make this whole thing work for everyone. 

  here are some of my favorite feel good movies i recommend

if you are such a sucker for a good love story. 

 

Adjustment Bureau - 4 stars -

Waiting for forever - 3 stars

Stardust - 3.5 stars

Waitress - 4 stars

michelle williams

i recently watched blue valentine and was so impressed with michelle williams acting. 

she should win a best actress award for this movie.

weekend recap

here's a recap of  my weekend:

(the dreadful) friday night.

aside from watching cnn to keep myself updated with the news about the tsunami 

that was supposed to arrive in the Philippines 9:55 GMT (around 5:55-6ish pm our time), 

i diverted my thoughts on watching american idol via youtube. (our cable sux)

 my favorite is casey abrams. 

i hated randy for choosing ashton, while jLo picked stefano

instead of robbie rosen.

 he is a very very talented musician-song writer and i think
has what it takes to be the next american idol, really. 
and he's really a sweetheart! 
i actually thought of him as the next barry manilow.
i do not understand why these judges didn't pick him. 

 saturday

 my kids are now able to enjoy this game with the portable DSi.

it's addictive! it's like i am taken back to my childhood and learning all
the techniques all over again! cheska is actually better than me. 

of course i haven't played this game for a long time and the levels are not easy.

 i was even bragging that i can beat them.

well, i haven't. yet.

  

and on sunday night 

 not as bad as i expected from renee zellweger.

case 39 is better than the last exorcism (this movie is awful),

but not as good as orphan.  

hope y'all had a great weekend!