i haven't blogged for quite a long while. i lost interest because a lot was going on with my personal life. And even when i do try sometimes, i feel as if i am no longer inspired and motivated to write anything about myself - what i like, hate and such. I felt bored. What i need is a huge change. maybe something that will make me alive again. something that will truly inspire me big time. but at the moment, i have lost the desire to visit this blog.