Thursday, January 24, 2013

Heavy

It starts at my feet.
And it rises slow and heavy all around me.
It consumes.
It envelopes me.
It makes it hard to breathe.
Impossible to see.
And moving is entirely out of the question.
My insides battle.
I had felt so right.
I was good.
I want to push through.
Not just move, but fly.
My mind soars.
Lifted by dreams.
Carried by tomorrows.
As soon as my heart tries to follow.
The heaviness moves in.
Pulling me down.
Holding me back.
Cementing me to the ground.
It all comes back to my feet. 

postgrab: parachutediaries

Monday, October 29, 2012

do them. period.

 i am so happy to say that my long overdue
room makeover has started today.
it's now or never!
it's about time i get rid of all the unpleasant sights
 i have endured for so long.
 i have been wanting to get this done for years
and now it's finally going to happen. i can't wait. 
hopefully, this would motivate me to start 
doing furniture makeovers. 
i don't know if this will transpire 
into a small business (i hope!) but it's a start.
and my first project is my room. 

here are a few styling inspirations for your bedroom♥



Sunday, October 28, 2012

go dark




you can't go wrong with black. 
one must own at least one black dress, a jacket, and rockin shoes.
the braid covering your forehead is the newest trend in hairstyle.



Tuesday, October 23, 2012

love the details


 take me back to The Paradise (tv series)
i love the details, the styling, and most of all
the victorian feel of these fabulous homes.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

note to self


if i don't,
i will probably end up sick real soon.
i am stressing about so many things.
but don't we all?
the question is, 
how do i unstress myself? 

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Come home


 
Hello world, hope you're listening 
Forgive me if I’m young or speaking out of turn 
 But there’s someone I've been missing  
And I think that they could be the better half of me

They’re in the wrong place tryin' to make it right  
But I'm tired of justifying
 
So I say to you
come home, come home
  'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long  
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me  
And the fight for you is all I've ever known  
So come home

I get lost in the beauty of everything I see  
The world ain’t half as bad as they paint it to be  
If all the sons and all the daughters stop to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now, yeah Or maybe I'm just dreaming out loud

But until then
 come home, come home  
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long  
And right now there's a war between the vanities  
But all I see is you and me
And the fight for you is all I've ever known, ever known  
So come home, ooh

Everything I can’t be is everything you should be  
And that’s why I need you here  
Everything I can’t be is everything you should be  
And that’s why I need you here
 
So hear this now, come home, come home  
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities  
But all I see is you and me  
And the fight for you is all I've ever known, ever known  
So come home, 
come home

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Free spirit

I like to be a free spirit. Some don't like that, but that's the way I am. - Princess Di




The day before

I like
the memories
because they remind me
i haven't always been
this girl,
constantly
mad or scared
or confused.

I don't like
the memories
because the tears 
come easily,
and once again 
 i break my promise
to myself for this day.

It's a constant battle.
A war between
remembering and forgetting.



Saturday, October 13, 2012

My Immortal



I have always loved this song.
such good lyrics and melody.

Friday, October 5, 2012

rewiring

"the brain is constantly
rewiring itself
based on daily life.
in the end,
what we pay the most attention to
defines us.
how you choose to spend
the irreplaceable hours of your life
literally transforms you."

starting over




start again

Don't think, RUN!!! 


Sunday, September 30, 2012

absence

i haven't blogged for quite a long while. i lost interest because a lot was going on with my personal life. And even when i do try sometimes, i feel as if i am no longer inspired and motivated to write about me - what i like, hate, and such. I felt bored. What i need is a huge change. maybe something that will make me alive again. something that will truly inspire me big time. But at the moment, i have no idea just yet.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Sunday, December 25, 2011