my passion

one of the great things that have come along with blogging is my passion for photography, and arts and interior designs. i took up fine arts advertising which i now realize it should have been interior design. i wasn't able to graduate because i got pregnant and started a family at a young age. in other words, my passion for arts was abruptly halted. so seeing people who are mad crazy about their passion, especially with the help of technology, has left me wondering, am i too old for this and maybe already too late to even start now?

i love blogging. and i am so overwhelmed because there are lots of passion, talents, great style and taste flying around out here in the blog world, at times i feel maxed out with all the creativeness i come across from surfing the web. to see how they have achieved so much and how well they put things together, it completely makes me feel very insecure about how i do my own thing here. and to be honest, it's the reason behind the lack of posts lately. i know i shouldn't be feeling this way. it's a shame that i do.

i guess what i wanted to say is, i am still finding out what i really want. but not just for myself anymore, but for my family. it is still all there and out there and all i have to do choose and make it work. i am forever thankful that blogging existed when i needed it the most. inspiration is a very strong motivation. 

i know i am going to be happy wherever life takes me and i want to put it in writing about what i feel now.

i recently created another blog account for a project i am working on. no financial help from anyone, nothing.  just passion and lots and lots of positive thinking :)